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[01 Jun 2002|02:04pm] |
I apologize for having not been around for several months, but I simply haven't played! Most of the machines in Southern California have been removed, and I can't get to LA as often as I used to be able to.
But I came back for a quick moment to inform you that I've heard tell through close friends and rumors that the Para Para Paradise 2nd Mix has returned to Arcade Infinity. Any confirmation on that?
Peace out, 'till next time!
~Your admin
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| It's Just One Of Those Days |
[28 Feb 2002|10:09am] |
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Have you ever had one of those days that are perfect, but they end badly? That was yesterday.
I dressed up yesterday - - wore a pretty black princess/gothic/Renaissance blouse I got for Christmas from Forever 21. And the compliments never stopped. I was wearing makeup... and jewelry... and everyone was telling me how pretty I looked. So I started to feel pretty. I felt like I could do just about anything!
Last night was Student-Made Film Night, and I was there watching them. Colin (who I've had a crush on since last year. Check out my leilei journal.) came up to be, brushed against me and without eye contact, said,
"I have to talk to you about something later."
And then he like, ran away. I told Gemma ((one of my girlfriends, who was friends with him last year and the year before), and she told me, simple as pie, "He's going to ask you out."
Yippie!
I mean, I actually have a crush on Colin. I would date him in a millisecond. And feeling pretty and like I could do anything, I believed Gemma. But jokingly I said,
"Wouldn't it be funny if he was like, 'Oh, you know Gemma, right? Do you think she might have a thing for me?'"
Gemma and I laughed at the thought.
Little did I know...
So when Colin finds me after the show, in a quiet corner where no one is around, he tells me,
"So, I wanted to ask you something..."
"Yes?"
I had planned it all out. He's ask, I'd hug him, and say, "Oh Colin, of course." But then, something happened...
"You know those two girls Gina and Sarah, in your group?"
Horrified, but playing it off...
"Yes?"
"Do you know if they have a crush on me?"
"No... besides, they're freshmen. I don't really talk to them either."
"Oh... it's just... I'm lonely..."
Trying to HINT, I said, "Me too."
But he left, and didn't say another word to me. Blah. So much for that... Oh well... I guess...
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[26 Feb 2002|10:12am] |
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"Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer."
*smirks self-satisfyedly and wanders off*
Maybe I'm a bitch, but I'm sure as hell proud of it. It's gotten me to where I am now, and I couldn't be any happier.
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| Whee! |
[25 Feb 2002|03:27pm] |
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Since the library's closing, it's time for me to depart and go pay for my new LJ paid account. Yay! Too bad it's not going to be here.... ;> ALso I have to ship the stupid yaoi doujinshi I sold on eBay a freekin' month ago. Ehh, that's the way it goes.
I was hoping to go to Kobe ((the new Japanese restaurant across the street from my school)) but apparently it's closed from three to five. :( Oh well, maybe some other... time... a long time away...
I get to introduce Holly to the baby when Mom picks me up. :)
Meh, I realized again today why I disassociated myself from all the people I was previously associating with.... It's 'cause they make fun of me and it makes me sad. Oh well. I deserve better.
Tomorrow I'll go hang out at Yuri's again if my mom says it's okay.... of course, she's thinks we're dating which is TOTALLY not the case. I wouldn't date Yuri... he's like my best friend, which is kinda sad if you think about it... but that's how it is yup.
Matt Carney was at school to-day. I said hullo and gave him a hug. T'was nice. :)
But the librarian is yelling at me so I better go... until tomorrow or more retarded quizzes on bugeyedearl....!
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[25 Feb 2002|10:19am] |
I promise I will be social at lunch today.
Besides, it's an Anime Club meeting. :) More viewing of Boogiepop wa Warewanai! Wee!
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[22 Feb 2002|12:54pm] |
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Aiya, I hate people so much. I keep getting reminded, constantly, daily, WHY I avoid people like I do. Why I have been since the beginning of this school year. Oi vey.
Why do people always expect you to compromise yourself when they have a problem with you? Why can't THEY adapt to you? Why am I always the one who has to change to make everyone else happy?
It's sort of strange, because like... I dunno... I'm sick of compromising myself. I'm an individual. I have feelings, just like everyone else, even if I've got a really fucking bad temper. What can I say? I'm human.
Just like people who say things when they don't realize the magnitude of it. Or people who can put people down, but when they themselves get told to shut the fuck up and change THEMSELVES, they can't take it. I especially hate people like that. I hate people who pretend to be smarter than they are. I hate people who think they're always right. I hate people who think they're PERFECT. I hate to call names, but if you need me to, I will. ;)
Hot damn, I think I've ruled out every person on this planet except myself.
Everyone has their moments, I admit to having moments, but I don't live in moments. I'm not stuck in a moment. I move on with life. I get over things like you wouldn't believe.
If you wanna be a smartass and go back to jr high and all the shit that happened back then, that's different. That's just plain fuckin' cruelty, bigotry and ignorance. The social triangle of growing up. That was jr high, yes sir-ee.
I'm babbling, and I have to get back to the theater and change for our next performance, but I just thought I'd get that out of my system, since I won't be here until next Monday, if I'm lucky.
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[22 Feb 2002|12:52pm] |
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My feet hurt so bad. x_x
We've been performing King Arthur all day, and I'm EXHAUSTED. We've done it four times total now, just in today. Hay, only two more times to go and then I'm freeee!
Maybe I can go to Gemma's house after school... that would be fun... :)
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[21 Feb 2002|12:52pm] |
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I knew this was gonna happen. ^^;;
Today after school I'm only sticking around until 4, when my mom picks me up. Usually it would be five, but now that she's home for six weeks....
I don't know if I'll be around online or on LiveJournal as much anymore, so don't be surprised if I disappear for several days... ^^;;
By the way, does everyone like my new journal layout? I adore it!
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[17 Feb 2002|02:46pm] |
My first Malice Mizer oekaki. ^_^ I am in love with Mana like I have never been in love with a drag queen before. :P
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[17 Feb 2002|01:37am] |
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Flashdance (What a Feeling) - I forgot. >_ |
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Mom's having her baby next Wednesday, at Mission Viejo Hospital. It's a CHOC hospital, which means it's the best. At first she was "on call" to have the baby, but now she's in for sure. Have you ever heard of that, "on call" to have a baby? :P It's just silly.
She's gonna have an induced labor. She says it's the same as a normal labor, but some people have awful reactions to the inductive medication, so that's why there's a big rumor that inducing pregnancies are painful and terrible experiences.
Lauren Elizabeth North.
Plain, but classic. It'll do, though it wouldn't be my choice. :)
Whee, a new baby sister next Wednesday... I wonder how I'll get to school on Thursday morning! o_o!
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[17 Feb 2002|01:24am] |
It's a picture of me, wearing my glasses. ((Something I only do at night and on days I don't get enough sleep.)) A rare oppourtunity to view!
heehee. :)
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