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dietair @ 2002-06-01T14:04:00

2002-06-01T21:03:01Z

I apologize for having not been around for several months, but I simply haven't played! Most of the machines in Southern California have been removed, and I can't get to LA as often as I used to be able to.

But I came back for a quick moment to inform you that I've heard tell through close friends and rumors that the Para Para Paradise 2nd Mix has returned to Arcade Infinity. Any confirmation on that?

Peace out, 'till next time!

~Your admin

It's Just One Of Those Days

2002-02-28T18:16:26Z

Have you ever had one of those days that are perfect, but they end badly? That was yesterday.

I dressed up yesterday - - wore a pretty black princess/gothic/Renaissance blouse I got for Christmas from Forever 21. And the compliments never stopped. I was wearing makeup... and jewelry... and everyone was telling me how pretty I looked. So I started to feel pretty. I felt like I could do just about anything!

Last night was Student-Made Film Night, and I was there watching them. Colin (who I've had a crush on since last year. Check out my leilei journal.) came up to be, brushed against me and without eye contact, said,

"I have to talk to you about something later."

And then he like, ran away. I told Gemma ((one of my girlfriends, who was friends with him last year and the year before), and she told me, simple as pie, "He's going to ask you out."

Yippie!

I mean, I actually have a crush on Colin. I would date him in a millisecond. And feeling pretty and like I could do anything, I believed Gemma. But jokingly I said,

"Wouldn't it be funny if he was like, 'Oh, you know Gemma, right? Do you think she might have a thing for me?'"

Gemma and I laughed at the thought.

Little did I know...

So when Colin finds me after the show, in a quiet corner where no one is around, he tells me,

"So, I wanted to ask you something..."

"Yes?"

I had planned it all out. He's ask, I'd hug him, and say, "Oh Colin, of course." But then, something happened...

"You know those two girls Gina and Sarah, in your group?"

Horrified, but playing it off...

"Yes?"

"Do you know if they have a crush on me?"

"No... besides, they're freshmen. I don't really talk to them either."

"Oh... it's just... I'm lonely..."

Trying to HINT, I said, "Me too."

But he left, and didn't say another word to me. Blah. So much for that... Oh well... I guess...

dietair @ 2002-02-26T10:12:00

2002-02-26T18:14:39Z

"Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer."

*smirks self-satisfyedly and wanders off*

Maybe I'm a bitch, but I'm sure as hell proud of it. It's gotten me to where I am now, and I couldn't be any happier.

Whee!

2002-02-25T23:28:10Z

Since the library's closing, it's time for me to depart and go pay for my new LJ paid account. Yay! Too bad it's not going to be here.... ;> ALso I have to ship the stupid yaoi doujinshi I sold on eBay a freekin' month ago. Ehh, that's the way it goes.

I was hoping to go to Kobe ((the new Japanese restaurant across the street from my school)) but apparently it's closed from three to five. :( Oh well, maybe some other... time... a long time away...

I get to introduce Holly to the baby when Mom picks me up. :)

Meh, I realized again today why I disassociated myself from all the people I was previously associating with.... It's 'cause they make fun of me and it makes me sad. Oh well. I deserve better.

Tomorrow I'll go hang out at Yuri's again if my mom says it's okay.... of course, she's thinks we're dating which is TOTALLY not the case. I wouldn't date Yuri... he's like my best friend, which is kinda sad if you think about it... but that's how it is yup.

Matt Carney was at school to-day. I said hullo and gave him a hug. T'was nice. :)

But the librarian is yelling at me so I better go... until tomorrow or more retarded quizzes on bugeyedearl....!

dietair @ 2002-02-25T10:19:00

2002-02-25T18:19:34Z

I promise I will be social at lunch today.

Besides, it's an Anime Club meeting. :) More viewing of Boogiepop wa Warewanai! Wee!

dietair @ 2002-02-22T12:54:00

2002-02-22T21:01:34Z

Aiya, I hate people so much. I keep getting reminded, constantly, daily, WHY I avoid people like I do. Why I have been since the beginning of this school year. Oi vey.

Why do people always expect you to compromise yourself when they have a problem with you? Why can't THEY adapt to you? Why am I always the one who has to change to make everyone else happy?

It's sort of strange, because like... I dunno... I'm sick of compromising myself. I'm an individual. I have feelings, just like everyone else, even if I've got a really fucking bad temper. What can I say? I'm human.

Just like people who say things when they don't realize the magnitude of it. Or people who can put people down, but when they themselves get told to shut the fuck up and change THEMSELVES, they can't take it. I especially hate people like that. I hate people who pretend to be smarter than they are. I hate people who think they're always right. I hate people who think they're PERFECT. I hate to call names, but if you need me to, I will. ;)

Hot damn, I think I've ruled out every person on this planet except myself.

Everyone has their moments, I admit to having moments, but I don't live in moments. I'm not stuck in a moment. I move on with life. I get over things like you wouldn't believe.

If you wanna be a smartass and go back to jr high and all the shit that happened back then, that's different. That's just plain fuckin' cruelty, bigotry and ignorance. The social triangle of growing up. That was jr high, yes sir-ee.

I'm babbling, and I have to get back to the theater and change for our next performance, but I just thought I'd get that out of my system, since I won't be here until next Monday, if I'm lucky.

Ugh.

2002-02-22T20:53:54Z

My feet hurt so bad. x_x

We've been performing King Arthur all day, and I'm EXHAUSTED. We've done it four times total now, just in today. Hay, only two more times to go and then I'm freeee!

Maybe I can go to Gemma's house after school... that would be fun... :)

dietair @ 2002-02-21T15:56:00

2002-02-21T23:57:25Z

Which Gackt are you most like?

quiz by mcvarmazi

moo

dietair @ 2002-02-21T12:52:00

2002-02-21T20:53:59Z

I knew this was gonna happen. ^^;;

Today after school I'm only sticking around until 4, when my mom picks me up. Usually it would be five, but now that she's home for six weeks....

I don't know if I'll be around online or on LiveJournal as much anymore, so don't be surprised if I disappear for several days... ^^;;

By the way, does everyone like my new journal layout? I adore it!

dietair @ 2002-02-17T14:46:00

2002-02-17T23:06:57Z

My first Malice Mizer oekaki. ^_^ I am in love with Mana like I have never been in love with a drag queen before. :P

dietair @ 2002-02-17T14:32:00

2002-02-17T22:52:30Z

I was meant to be a member of Malice Mizer. I like the aristocratic look, and I have a very fascinating sex life.

Take the "Which J-Rock Band Should You Be a Member Of?" quiz by malloreigh

;>

Whee.

2002-02-17T09:51:56Z

Mom's having her baby next Wednesday, at Mission Viejo Hospital. It's a CHOC hospital, which means it's the best. At first she was "on call" to have the baby, but now she's in for sure. Have you ever heard of that, "on call" to have a baby? :P It's just silly.

She's gonna have an induced labor. She says it's the same as a normal labor, but some people have awful reactions to the inductive medication, so that's why there's a big rumor that inducing pregnancies are painful and terrible experiences.

Lauren Elizabeth North.

Plain, but classic. It'll do, though it wouldn't be my choice. :)

Whee, a new baby sister next Wednesday... I wonder how I'll get to school on Thursday morning! o_o!

w00t.

2002-02-17T09:35:35Z

It's a picture of me, wearing my glasses. ((Something I only do at night and on days I don't get enough sleep.)) A rare oppourtunity to view!

heehee. :)

So...

2002-02-15T00:19:46Z

...You all of course want to hear about the wonderful thing that happened today that's gotten me all excited, correct? Well, then, I'll tell you. A beforehand note though, it has nothing to do with dating at all!

As you may well know, last night my drama 2 class and I performed our teacher's version of "Arthur, King of the Britons." We performed marvellously. :) Mariela ((the girl I did my scene with who messed up earlier in the year)) messed up and forgot one line, so I covered her. Of course, this made me look stupid, but it was better than us being frozen up there, right? *smiles* I think I covered it well.

Either way, my feet are sore today, and I woke up late so I could sleep. I wish I had a picture of me in my costume! Aiya, I was so cute! *giggles*

So we did good, and since Arthur is over and done with until we perform for English classes next Friday, we got our cast list and scripts for our Children's Theater piece, "Charlotte's Web."

As you may well know, all this year I've gotten tiny, insignificant ensemble parts. Obviously, due to the problem with the pronunciation of my R's, which I have advocated of previously within this journal. :) I wrote about it in my process paper for my final at the end of first semester, and it being second semester now, and him having read it, I guess I was able to reach him!

Guess who I got cast as for "Charlotte's Web"?!

[Unknown LJ tag]

Now make sure you all comment on the entry and applaud or I'll hate ya'll more.

I got cast as...

Drumroll, please....?

I got cast as everyone's favorite rat of the stupendous show "Charlotte's Web"

TEMPLETON!!

*giggles*

I'm happy to say the least. Are you all proud of me?

dietair @ 2002-02-14T01:57:00

2002-02-14T21:55:21Z

Golly gee!

Happy Lonely Peoples' Day!

St. Lonely-People was shore a great guy, huh? Always giving to the not-single, and taking from the single luckless ones? *smiles*

But today WAS pretty good, albeit my natural tendency towards loneliness. I'll tell you, prolly after school, 'cause there's only ten minutes left of physics class, and I think I would like to play some solitaire.

Anyways, Happy V-day, you without love lives!

((Which is pretty much all of ~~you~~ us, except kibs. lol.))

Hmm..

2002-02-14T00:12:27Z

All just a big misunderstanding?

I dunno, Holly came up to me with Kim just now and Kim told me Gemma came in right after I left to go look for her across the street a little while ago...

I don't know what to believe... but I think when Holly gets back, her and I will walk up to Gemma and figure out what the fuck happened and where the fuck she was, cause I was fuckin' here until 3:25, when school gets out at three. She should have been here....

Talk to you all later.

Wish me luck on my performance of "King Arthur" tonight.... *sighs*

Yup!

2002-02-12T23:46:04Z

If I were a character in Moulin Rouge, I would be Satine.
What Moulin Rouge Character Would You Be?

That's me, a whore with a dream. *sighs*

This is actually one of my favorite movies. Mommie bought me the deluxe DVD edition for Christmas. I love it. And I adore Nicole Kidman, though John Leguizamo is cooler cause he's got an "R" thing, too! Type-casting! So strange, Baz Luhrmann must like him. He cast him as Tybalt. Such a SWITCH to get to Toulous, huh? *smiles a little*

Baz Luhrmann is a genius.

Anyone ever seen his first film, Strictly Ballroom? It was a riot. :P

Yup, so... that's that.

A whore with a dream. Yup. I can cope. Yup.

Yeah...

2002-02-12T23:24:31Z

Okay, so today was kinda weird.

Lunch was supposed to be an Anime Club meeting, but Moo had a coach meeting at lunch, so we had to skip it. Can't have a club meeting without an advisor present!!

Then I went to our group, soon remembering about the Asian Culture Club meeting. Went there, for Chinese New Year, got potstickers, slurped oolong tea, then went back to my cheese fries and Pepsi. :P

Got to physics and found out that *gasp* there was a huge fight during lunch. Kid got his nose broken. >_< I missed it, I was kinda put out. ;> Blood was apparently everywhere, all over the quad. But by the end of sixth period, they were already done with the pavement cleaning, and just finishing up the bathroom. All the blood was gone. ;(

Oh well, that's the name of the game.

Tonight, Driven is on, for Marilyn Manson on VH-1, and That 80's Show ((which I'm hoping isn't a rerun due to the Olympics that I'm not going to bother to look at)) is of course on FOX. :P

That's all for now. TTFN.

Do You Get It?

2002-02-12T00:28:06Z

Do you understand what I'm saying when I say that certain people shouldn't be friends with certain people if certain people are enemies with certain people? In other words, say there's two people who are best friends, and one of them has an enemy. The second best friend should not converse with the enemy, even if they like that person, out of respet for their best friend's beliefs. I've always held true to that principle. OTHERS haven't. But anyways, I'm just making a point. Though it's sad to throw away a perfectly good friend. But I respet people's choices, especially my own, soo.... Yup, that's the way it goes and goes and goes...

dietair @ 2002-02-11T15:20:00

2002-02-11T23:26:13Z

This week is International Week at school. :)

In both my health class and my Spanish class today, we got to do nothing but sit and ask questions about the kids' countries. :) It was fun.

In health class there was this totally FINE German guy. :P Very quiet, reserved, sweet. He broke up with his girlfriend in Germany in December. :( I felt bad. He says at his school in Las Vegas he doesn't have any friends, and is usually by himself. I felt so terrible! I'll move to Germany and be your friend, Danie!

In spanish there was a panel of ten kids or so.

Countries:
Japan
Macedonia
Ukraine
Brazil
Persia? I dunno, he was Persian
Thailand. She was 38, looking into teaching in America.
Germany. A girl this time.

There were a couple more, but I can't remember. Oh well.

Anyways, out of curiousity, I went to talk to the Japanese girl privately. She wasn't into anime much at all. Unfortunately. :P She said she did like Miyazaki though. But hell, who in Japan, hell, who in the WORLD doesn't like Miyazaki? ^^;;

She said she sort of liked playing DDR.

I forgot to ask her about jpop and jrock... Malice Mizer, Utada Hikaru, Every Little Thing, L'arc.... oi vey, you'd think that'd be the first thing I'd remember. @_@

Oh well, but it was certainly interesting. I hope I see that hot German guy around campus the rest of the week....

Me?

2002-02-07T23:48:17Z

I am going to LIVE on this site. ;>

http://www.angelfire.com/comics/eevee/morgan/index.html

I'm gonna make a Morgan iconset now!! :D

dietair @ 2002-02-07T15:24:00

2002-02-07T23:25:15Z

dietair

bugeyedearl

what color is your screen name?

This is for you. Enjoy it.

2002-02-07T00:59:55Z

Busy Signal
By: MelMel
dietair @ livejournal.com
(c) 2002

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I've been on hold for three years
All curcuits are busy
Hang up and try again
I tried when no one was around
But I still got that beeping sound

It was good at first
I always got an operator
Searched the system for your number
We eventually found you
But you always had another call

Chorus:

* I've been calling forever
Putting my life on hold
But you always give me your busy signal

I've been dialing your number
And forgetting all the others
But I'm not gonna put my life on hold

I've been holding too long
I'm sick of this song
Musak was never my style
I tried to fax a heartfelt letter
I got it back "return to sender"

It was good at first
Before the phone calls
We used to talk and relate
Compare who we would date
Until you got your first call

* Repeat

Always too busy, never even listening
Always having someone on the line
Always an important call
Never time to take them all
You just put me on line three

* Repeat

Spoken:
I could die
Choke on a phonecord
You'd still be busy
Wouldn't you?
Don't deny it

* Repeat

I've been dialing forever
But your lies got old
And I'm not gonna put my life on hold.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

My first song, ever. Funny to see why I wrote it. Angsty. Yuck.

Friends?

2002-02-06T23:38:30Z

I have no friends.

dietair @ 2002-02-06T10:11:00

2002-02-06T18:12:11Z

Happy birthday, kibbles!!!